Depression and its 'friends' 80*60cm/32*24inch

Before my eyes - a canvas of pain.
Where deep depression or a depressive episode reside.
It's about the agony and despair, about the person in depression, a person who is tired of fighting for a ""normal"" life.
Searching for an escape, fleeing from their own ""self.""

Sometimes briefly, sometimes for years, a state where you want to exit your own body. Because living with yourself and your inner ""friends"" has become impossible.

You feel insufficient.
Insufficiently feminine, insufficiently successful, insufficient in everything.
""Do more, more, more, not enough, perish, but do even more,"" says the inner voice.
A constant dialogue that nails you to the ground, causing you to fall to the very bottom of yourself.

But there comes a moment when all the voices quiet down.
When the strength to rise is almost gone.
And here is where a helping hand is needed, to break free from this vicious cycle, resurface, take a breath, and gulp down a bit of life.